1 Ramadhan

Diliat-liat postingan lalu ini kok sedih-sedihan gitu ya... Padahal aku nggak gitu. Aku anak yg ceria dan santun, disayang semua orang apalagi pacar :3

Besok udah mulai puasa, ditentukan oleh sidang orang2 yg gemar buang-buang duit malam lalu di TV.
Katanya "hilalnya belum kelihatan". Oke deh, kita sih ngikut aja.

Oh, well... Ini puasa ketigaku bareng pacar. Masih inget puasa pertama kita itu tahun 2011, saat itu hubungan kita masih berjalan sekitar 7 bulanan. Berantem muluuuuu x))
Alhamdulillah sekarang sudah menginjak usia 2 tahun 5 bulan dan 12 hari. Uhuk :">

2 tahun lalu, masjid di deket rumah pacar masih under construction. Jadi pas lagi buka puasa bareng di rumahnya, setelah itu kan tarawih bareng. Bagian atas masjidnya masih disemen, tangganya belum ada pegangannya, lampunya pun masih ngegantung asal... Hihi. Aku solat bareng sama teteh dan Naya, adeknya.
This year, the mosque has already finished the construction. We will probably do tarawih again in that same mosque together.
Seneng :')

Ramadhan has always brings back people that we haven't met for a long year, tentu saja untuk acara "bukber bareng", seminggu bisa 3x, tiap weekend udah di-book untuk acara bukber temen2 SD, SMP, SMA, kuliah, temen main gundu bareng, temen nonton bokep bareng, and so on.

I really love this time of year!!

Ramadhan mubarak, all. Semoga kita semua menuai kebaikan dan berkah yg melimpah yaaa :*

I think once in every month I have this period of time when all things seems wrong, and all in me seems unbearably bad.

It's just me, being upside down. I feel very, very low.
What he said, did, or tweet, none of them is wrong. But the feeling after he did all of those, left me hanging with a rotten mind.


I'm not pretty, it's so clear that a blind man can almost tell.


I'm not that GOOD to compare to other girls. I'll be lost with no competition.






It's just me, and my already-low-self-esteem talking.

Boyfie made this :">

It is actually the cheesiest thing that I ever received from a guy! But it's not about the picture; it's about the EFFORT that he made that touched me the most :">

Chickenpox, Love, and Pizza

Been looooong time since the last time I wrote!

I'm sitting in front of my laptop, over a week since I had this measles all over my body (AND FACE!) and still muted from outsider :(

But despite that, life been treating me sooo great!

I'm now in a good relationship with my new BF, who hasn't been one of my intention to be in love with him <3

But life is unpredictable, as you all know.

I never really liked him since my High School years, in fact I kinda hate him! He was a famous basketball player, and he was dating 2 of my close friends (can you imagine how intriguing it was?)

I was always looked at him as cocky jock back in High School haha...tho he was cute :">

All of this (the relationship thing) is beyond my wildest dream! I never, NEVER pictured this in my near-future. He was never really my choice, and I never choose to be with him....until now.

My life has been changing since January 27, 2011.

It's been 2 months and 5 days with him, but it still feels so unreal!

I even didn't change his name in my contacts just so I know that it is REALLY him that I'm dating now!

It's kinda crazy and yeah, I'm crazy for him :">

Every little facts of him makes me love him more.

Even the fact that he missed me every second (yeah, lame) makes me giggles :D

I love my J.

I can just write 100 facts about him right now, but my head's too dizzy and I'm waiting for Mom and my bro to bring me some Pizzas! Today is my brother's 15th bday! But because of this chickenpox, we can't go out to celebrate this. Well, wherever it is, as long as we still have each other, and got place to live, we call it home.

Until next post, adios!

3 days from now...

I'll be 21y.o! Whooo!

Actually, I'm not that interested.

I'm afraid.

December, Oh December

Yay! December is coming!

And so does my birthday!

And so does new year!

So many reasons I have for loving this month that marks the end of the year.

The festive.

The resolution.

The birthday.

The turning point.

Every Decembers I always tried to make a resolution for the next years ahead, but usually I ended up forgetting those, haha.

This year, I actually have some plans (or resolutions) that I really want them to come true.

But that, I'm gonna save it until the next posting hehe

For now I want to review this whole year of 2010; what has been done for my life, career, or love life. Well, I've gotta be honest that the last one is still "on progress" until further notice :p

Life was great, this year. Been reconnecting with some old friends...and exes. Many great movies been watched. 2 concerts had been fulfilled my life; Michael Bolton (my mom's all-time favorite singer) and Cobra Starship. Even the latter was the one that I got FREE ticket thru the contest on twitter! Can you imagine how lucky I was?! :D

Yeah, so far sooo great. Many ups and downs too, yes. But overall, I'm enjoying it at the very best feeling.

Career was real good in this year, been working in this Apartment that has a good environment, nice staffs, and well-payment. For the first time, I feel settled. At least for now.

But still I can't wait where the future's gonna take me.

Love life.....er......not so good. No good. I've only highlighted a moment at the very end of this year. I'm liking this guy who works in the same company with me, but in the different level. Quite a social gap :( and I'm being extra careful in this; I don't want any bad things to happen :(

But December isn't over yet! It still has 26 days before turning into 2011. Something really good (or really bad) can still happen.

Let's just hope for the best! Ciao!