mess in the mid of the nite

woops. 11.21 PM.

still awake and got nothing to do except for waiting my cook at Cafe World :p

actually, I supposed to be on my bed now, bcz tomorrow I'm facing this interview for those who wants to working on a cruise ship (ooh laa laaaaa :D)

and...I sucks at interview.

last time was good, but my first interview was SO CRAP.

gw interview di BCA waktu itu, dan dari semua temen gw yg nyoba kesana, gw doang yg sampe tahap interview.

kata temen2 gw, kalo ditanya jawab aja yg jujur.

emang dasarnya gw nggak bisa bohong (it's true, mostly) so...here it goes.

ketika si mbak2 interviewee nya nanya the most tough question ever:

"menurut kamu, apa kelemahan kamu?"

dalam hati:

"MAMPUS GW."

akhirnya dengan SEJUJUR -JUJURNYA, gw jawab:

"mmm, saya sih agak boros, susah bangun pagi, PELUPA."

TOLOL LU ZSAR.

semua temen2 gw bilang gw begitu.

emberrrrrrrrrrrr gw emang tolol banget!

gw baru nyadar kalo jawaban gw lebih crap dibanding pertanyaan mbak2 itu!

shyt! gw lg kemasukan apa sih sampe bisa2nya gw jujur kalo gw PELUPA???

oh my, zsar, itu BCA yah, bank besar semua orang tau!

masa iya ada bank yg mau nerima staff yg pas interview jelas2 ngomong kalo dia PELUPA??? bunuh diri kali tu bank.

and, I've learned.

that actually, we don't need to confess every little piece of our life in the interview :p

so guys, wish me luck for my next interview!

(semoga aja gw ga keceplosan bilang kalo gw sebenernya mabok laut)

The Past.

Oh gosh. Gw ga nyangka hari ini gw bakal ketemu sama dia. DIA. My past.

I'm so over with him, but...

it felt so awkward when I finally met him.

Gw cuma bisa cengar cengir aja hahaha. ASEM ABIS.

udah gitu dianya pun bikin males.

Dan akhirnya dia nganterin gw pulang, ketemulah dia sama nyokap gw lagi.

Woohhh betapa senengnya nyokap gw ketemu dia!

Mama malah bilang: "yuk duduk dulu diluar, kita ngobrol -ngobrol..."

What? KITA? oh my.

tadinya gw pengen bilang "udah ma, ga enak, tar dia dicariin emaknya lagi"

eh tapi ga jadi, takut dianya ngerasa gw usir hehe

akhirnya cerita2lah nyokap gw, dari pas gw awal2 pergi ke Malaysia, nyokap gw kecelakaan, sampe rencana gw sama keluarga gw pindah ke Pekanbaru.

Keliatan banget mukanya langsung (di)sedih(sedihin)

trus pas gw lg ngomong "iya, waktu itu gw kirim message ke A, gw bilang kalo gw mantan lo..."

belum smpet gw terusin eh dia udah nyamber "siapa bilang mantan??? orang gw masih sayang sama lo kok!"

sumpah ya, sejujur2nya lo, ya ga perlu lah lo umbar juga didepan nyokap sama ade gw...malu gw sumpah.

ga lagi2 deh kerumah, cukup sekali aja.

peace out :P

eh, malemnya ex gw yg di bandung nelfon via ym :)

bener2 deh hari ini.

Miss them! :'(

aawwww...how I missed them so much!!!

I juz talked with some of my Iranian friends that I met in Malaysia

and how it surprised me is they still remember me!

they were actually pretty surprised too when they heard my voice...

it's like, how many Indonesian girls are they remember bout?

hahaa

and the one that made me feel real good is I can still remember ALL of the things that we usually did at a time like this...

1.38 AM - Indonesia

2.39 AM - Malaysia

mmm...biasanya gw sama tmen2 gw udah kluar BARcelona, krn jam segini udah nyetel house music :p

biasanya jam segini gw kluar nyari minum di deket Hotel Sun Inns, di kedai mamak yg abang2nya pasti sumringah tiap gw sm tmen2 gw dateng hehe

and then after that, we go to Suriamas or Casa Tiara. Tempat dimana segala kebodohan, kesialan, keindahan, kesetiaan, kesedihan, kesengsaraan, kelaparan, keromantisan, keriangan, kebiadaban, dan kejorokan terjadi.

semua yg berkesan terjadi di dua tempat itu.

dan gw sangat sangat sangat, sangat rindu sama kediaman mereka.

gw ga akan pernah lupain masa2 waktu kita cerita2, masa2 kita main kartu, main truth or dare, bikin sandwich (and other Iranian foods), beli galon air di 7Eleven, mainin kucing, swimming, and, and, and it's too many to mention!

I'm juz saying that I'm so grateful to have friends like them, that respect us much, and to being concern with what happened to us.

I juz love u all guys, and it's all that matters.

Nitey nite, my stupido friends :)

Tugas, oh TUGAS.

why do God created things like ASSIGNMENT?

hey, it isn't GOD. IT'S OUR F*CKING TEACHER!

haha, sorry for the bad word guys, I'm juz stuck in my assignment

and...

end up playing games online HAHAHA

catch u later!

HAPPY 20 MY DEAREST COUSIN!

woo-hoo! Petty turns 20 today!!!

love to see her frightened bout the number :p

and she said: "LO JUGA BENTAR LAGI 20!" hahaha

Actually, before I was thinking that age is just a number

But then again, I'm thinking that maybe that's even more in it.

20.

Kepala 2.

NOT a teenagers anymore.

berat yah kalo dipikir2...

paling ga ini buat kita jadi bertanya:

"apa yang udah gw hasilin di umur 20 ini?"

apa udah kerja?

apa udah selesai kuliah?

apa udah bisa bikin anak? *oops!* hahaa

yg jelas, umur 20 bagi gw adalah penanda.

Like a bookmark in the book of your life.

Kita HARUS melakukan sesuatu yg beda mulai dari sekarang.

Tinggalin sifat dan sikap remaja lo, lo HARUS mulai melakukan sesuatu yg berguna bagi sekitar lo.

Dan gw yg notabene Desember ini bakal jadi Pretty Twenty juga (HAHA) ga mau sekedar ngomong kaya tong kosong.

I want to change. For good sake.

And wish me luck for that :) :)

compare...here and there

Haaahhhhh...

Belum sebulan gw di Jakarta udah bosen banget.

Ga ada hari2 kaya di Malaysia dulu. Emang sih ga bisa dibandingin, jauuuhhh banget hehe. Kalo disana, jam segini gw pasti lg kerja (morning shift), lagi busy clearing sana sini dan prepare for lunch yg biasanya more than 150 pax.

Biasanya pagi2 udah ribet ngantri buat mandi.

Biasanya pulang kerja langsung jalan2 *hehe*

Biasanya kalo malem pasti ke SUNWAY...

Gw disini? Bangun tidur langsung online.

Mandi siang. Kadang sore.

Malem? Online lagi.

Borrrrrrrrrriiiinnnggggggg :(

Mestinya sih gw ngerjain report gw, paling ga nyicil lah. But it's very hard to open Ms. Word while u chatting with some good ol' friends :)

Oiya dan gw lg asik main Cafe World di Facebook hehehe.

Ayoo ayooo be my neighbor!

wow. first!

hahahaha 1st time I make the new blog. Actually I had a blog before, but I forgot the password --a

SOO...here we go again! woo-hoo!