3 days from now...

I'll be 21y.o! Whooo!

Actually, I'm not that interested.

I'm afraid.

December, Oh December

Yay! December is coming!

And so does my birthday!

And so does new year!

So many reasons I have for loving this month that marks the end of the year.

The festive.

The resolution.

The birthday.

The turning point.

Every Decembers I always tried to make a resolution for the next years ahead, but usually I ended up forgetting those, haha.

This year, I actually have some plans (or resolutions) that I really want them to come true.

But that, I'm gonna save it until the next posting hehe

For now I want to review this whole year of 2010; what has been done for my life, career, or love life. Well, I've gotta be honest that the last one is still "on progress" until further notice :p

Life was great, this year. Been reconnecting with some old friends...and exes. Many great movies been watched. 2 concerts had been fulfilled my life; Michael Bolton (my mom's all-time favorite singer) and Cobra Starship. Even the latter was the one that I got FREE ticket thru the contest on twitter! Can you imagine how lucky I was?! :D

Yeah, so far sooo great. Many ups and downs too, yes. But overall, I'm enjoying it at the very best feeling.

Career was real good in this year, been working in this Apartment that has a good environment, nice staffs, and well-payment. For the first time, I feel settled. At least for now.

But still I can't wait where the future's gonna take me.

Love life.....er......not so good. No good. I've only highlighted a moment at the very end of this year. I'm liking this guy who works in the same company with me, but in the different level. Quite a social gap :( and I'm being extra careful in this; I don't want any bad things to happen :(

But December isn't over yet! It still has 26 days before turning into 2011. Something really good (or really bad) can still happen.

Let's just hope for the best! Ciao!

I feel wide awake

For the very first time, I'm wide awake. I can finally feel 'something' in my heart. I don't care if it's wrong or right, but for now I'm following my honest feeling.

Of course there's been signals around...but still I wander.

"Can I have you? Can I at least have a shot to try it?"

I have this wishful thinking that we can fall down the rabbit hole and get shrunk together. For a moment there, I really wish we can get to that part. Get to know each other.

I'm in the age when people think I'm young and fearless. As Lindsay Lohan.

But certainly, I'm not.

I'm a fool adolescence who thinks that it's not that naive if I set my hopes too high.

Well maybe I am.

Or maybe I'm not.