I feel wide awake

For the very first time, I'm wide awake. I can finally feel 'something' in my heart. I don't care if it's wrong or right, but for now I'm following my honest feeling.

Of course there's been signals around...but still I wander.

"Can I have you? Can I at least have a shot to try it?"

I have this wishful thinking that we can fall down the rabbit hole and get shrunk together. For a moment there, I really wish we can get to that part. Get to know each other.

I'm in the age when people think I'm young and fearless. As Lindsay Lohan.

But certainly, I'm not.

I'm a fool adolescence who thinks that it's not that naive if I set my hopes too high.

Well maybe I am.

Or maybe I'm not.